BT2 starts in less than 12 hours time. How am I supposed to work with only less than 25% of info?
Doomed, blame myself for playing, shopping, enjoying myself the whole month away.
The lack of time make me all stressed up. I went to the doctor on friday, and spent $24.60 of consultation fees to cry in front on the doctor for 45 mins. JOKE. I broke down suddenly, cos of the stressful schoolwork.
The worst year in my 18 years of life.
&still trying to find a happy ending
damn h1n1. ppl, pls stop hoping/praying/whatever that u get it.
let this disease be gone!
&still trying to find a happy ending
guess it's time i blog again, it's been over a month since i last posted.
life's been boring, BT2 is about a week later, and yet i've not done much. i haven't even done much maths, usually i should have done way more than what i have done now. dont know what's wrong with me, but i feel quite sick of school alr, it's much worse than last year's promos or when i was preparing for BT1 earlier this year. i feel like giving up, my first time feeling this way towards studies. school work wasn't a pressure at all for the past 14 years, and now i am lagging behind. lagging behind so much that i'm so lost. i cant find a start to revise the work, and my mind and body is discouraging me to do so.
SCREW THIS. T.T
i know there's only 5 mths left, the past 18 mths passed super fast. but i still cant bring mysef to push on during this 5 mths. i hate my life now.
&still trying to find a happy ending